Don’t confuse your path with your destination. Just because it’s stormy now doesn’t mean you aren’t headed for sunshine. — Author Unknown
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best. — Marilyn Monroe


Tell me lies,
Tell me truths,
Choosing to fall rather than to rise.
You wanted it all
Yet unaware I was it all,
Too blind from all that pride, too worried others would see,
That you actually can feel
but too scared to be,
Not a real man? Are you for real?
You can’t even fathom how that made me feel
So small, not worth it, ashamed.
So you’ve changed you say,
Back to prove you’ve lost all your childish ways,
Such a claim takes days,
Months, years even,
to undo what you had me believin’  long time ago
Cuz you see, I am now free
No pain from such rain,
Took everything in me to realize
How worthy is me
You owe me, a look dead in my eyes
To speak nothing but truths
For now I know how to tell the lies from your lips to thine eyes
You can’t hide, not anymore
Promises made offering much more
Forever in debt to repay a past discrepancy
To break through to a new beginning, a new future, an old new love
But alas, how the tables have turned
For now I hold the key ,
And I cannot promise that I can be, who you only wish me to be…
Yours truly,
Your End.

written by me Dec 2011

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