I used to think I wasn't a writer, I still don't, but words are words and sometimes I can't help but let them flow...
Some are a lil sweet, Some are a lil spicy but it's MY way of putting it on "paper"...
♥ I did then what I knew how to do. Now that I know better I do better. ~Maya Angelou ♥
#unknown #reality #realizations #life #ataloss (Taken with instagram)
Time to Rise
Tired of the struggle
Tired of the fight
Completely lost faith in my ability to stay strong
Took so long
to finally get it right
And after three good years
I fell down and lost the fight
My energy, my motivation
Invisible to the naked eye
Telling myself, its all good
When deep down I know
its just a lie
The reality of this being my whole life
a burden bearing down
suffocating me
like I’m about to drown
I let myself go, and its so hard to bring me back
fell ten steps off track
now how the hell do I compete with that
Ever consuming daily battles
at war with my mind
cuz I know what I have to do
yet at the same time I have no clue
I need to wake UP!
This IS a life long journey
it’s time to light this fire
cuz it’s only me against myself
in my own tourney
Excuses have run dry
and it’s about time I rise
look dead into my own eyes
and realize
that this is MY LIFE
I will decide!
Written by ME - Mar 2012
